I say im going to do something and never do. Like that project...I fail. Im going to try really hard to do it though. Its just hard with school and everything and i finally have friends now. So im like going to the mall everyday which is pretty fun...I have a bf and i call him Froggy, cause he is a frog. He works at the Rain forest Cafe! haha. [inside joke] No but i really do like this guy, PROBLEM! hes 17. But he likes me too. We've kissed he's told me he liked me and i've told him i liked him...But we're still too chicken to go out. He's afraid to ask me out and im afraid to ask him out...When we know either one of us is going to say yes arggg...Confusing? But maybe its a good thing. I'm not sure if im ready for a relationship. I am. But im not. GR! I defendly think hes true. He hasnt told any of my secrets that he overheard me talking to my friend, or might slipped out. But he's told me a lot like, how he's never been in a 'real' relationship. He just felt he needed to get with people to make him feel better, but he's past that. Can i beilve that? I should because i use to be JUST LIKE THAT! So saying i shouldnt go out with you because of that would be kinda weird, because i use to be like that and i changed. BUT, on the other side SOME guys will do anything, ANYTHING to get a girl in bed or to show off. Another thing is, he has a friend that likes me [that i knew before i switched schools] [the guy i like and his friend [that likes me] go to different schools. I went to the guy that likes me school for half of the year, then switched to the guy that i like now school, confusing i know] Well im afaid hes only going to get with me to show off to his other friend. That happened to me before.
Another distraction to me is I SWEAR IM FUCKING INVISABLE!
"Troy, Eric, Matt, and...someone else...Oh, you ride the bus, yeah you."
Fuck you! I hate teachers. That teacher is just mad because AFTER the bell rang i took out my phone, and he yelled at me, so i gave him an evil look. What am i going to do? Call someone while their in class? They're fucking out of school you TWAT! I hate that guy. It's not like im mean to the teachers. I'm an angle around them, I'm even passing his damn class...i think, well i do my homework EVERYDAY, there has not been one homework ive gotten in class that missed, and i havnt been absent. I do my classwork too.... He looks like a fucking ugly dipshit!
Wearing his sunglasses, abercombie pants, jacket, AND a white-T. The only class I'm not even trying in is History, but I've never tried in History, but i dont disrespect the teacher. I read when she calls on me. I do most of my school work, if i dont finish it [which mostly ends up happening I take it home, but then dont really do it.] It's not that i hate the History teachers, i just hate History...I've never passed that class, well i do, but its at the end of the year. I almost blew up today in fucking History, this kid Matt all he does the minute he walks into that door...
"Can I go to the nurse."
EVERYDAY! no joke.
"Not today."
"But I dont feel good, im tired."
He just keeps fucking complaining, then he sits in his chair [which happened to be next to me] and puts his head down, and the teacher asks nicely to put his head up, and he goes again im tired..You're fucking 17 and you cant put your damn head up for 50 mins? Damn you're fucking annoying. BOOHOO! You're tired and so is the rest of us, you dont see us acting like YOU! Grow up. Tomorrow, if he does that agin, I'm going to yell at him.

Yep so thats been my distractions,

OH! BTW, I already messed up my 2009

What a fucking JOY!